I Need to Apologize (Explicit)

[Oberst W. Klink]

*Hogan's sentence on his submitting rubs him entirely the wrong way*
*Spins around in a flare of anger*
*The plan of withdrawing until Hogan begs for it is completely forgotten*
*Grabs Hogan's balls and squeezes just enough to hurt even though it takes all his control not to make him scream*
Do you think this is the time to agitate me? *His voice is a breathless angry whisper and his eyes are wide with ire*
*But then he lets go and takes a deep breath*
*Takes a step back*
Maybe it's better we postpone this until i've come to terms with officially having lost control over this camp *sounds Unhappy, annoyed and exhausted*
*Goes to get his monocle*

[Col. R. Hogan]

*lets out a yelp of pain*
*opens his mouth to ask Klink what the hell is wrong with him*
*sees Klink is truly pissed and snaps it shut*
"Jeez, I...I didn't mean it like that. I was just trying to get your goat. I'd never say something like that to be cruel!"
*doesn't think he can handle it if he gets bluntly rejected again*
*hands Klink his monocle and crop*
*sits on the floor
*folds his legs underneath him, similar to a yoga position*
*sighs*
"In all seriousness, you can be in charge if that'll help you feel better. I won't resist anymore."
*looks up at Klink*
"Would bossing me around help at all? Or if not that, something a little more...uh, unorthodox?"
*cheeks turn pink*
*cannot believe he just made that second offer*
*but figures it's only fair after upsetting Klink so much*
*looks a bit embarrassed*

[Oberst W. Klink]

*takes the monocle and crop*
It's okay Hogan, I shouldn't have picked a fight I wasn't prepared to go through with *frustrated*
*grabs his jacket and puts it on, but doesn't bother with the buttons*
*looks down to Hogan*
I'm sorry if I hurt you, I shouldn't have done that
*then turns for the door*
I think I'll have that cake now
*sighs*

[Col. R. Hogan]

*doesn't argue about Klink’s first sentence*
*or deny that having his balls squeezed hurt*
"It’s okay. I shouldn't have said what I did to you either, so I'd say we're even."
*gets to his feet*
*puts on his uniform while he's talking*
"Is it...you know, alright if I join you?"
*looks unsure of his welcome*

[Oberst W. Klink]

*would much rather have Hogan leave but remembers what Hogan said about people like Hochstetter being in control*
*he doesn't want that*
*he also doesn't want the Kaiser and the other mad aristocrats back either but the Weimar republic hadn't been so bad*
*so since he is officially going to be a traitor from now on he might as well get used to the presence of the real Commander of this camp*
*feels bone weary*
sure, I couldn't finish it on my own anyway
I'll make some coffee to go with it
*goes to the kitchen*

[Col. R. Hogan]

*gets the distinct feeling Klink only said yes to be polite*

*decides to be ultra respectful until he's certain Klink is no longer mad at him*
*has not done anything like that for anyone since he graduated boot camp*
*goes out to the living room*
*cuts him and Klink a piece of cake*
*takes his piece and sits on the floor again*
*hopes that by putting himself into a submissive position to Klink no matter where the kommandant sits, it might make him feel like he's regained some control*

[Oberst W. Klink]

*returns to the living room with the coffee*
*sees Hogan on the floor and is confused*
Hogan, what are you doing down there?
*sets the cup infront of him*
Aren't you a little old to sit on the floor?
*sits in his old spot on the sofa*

[Col. R. Hogan]

*accepts the cup of coffee*
"Yes sir, but I'm trying to help you out."
*is trying to think of how to explain things without pissing Klink off again*
*chooses his words with care*
"I imagine all of this is probably hard on you, sir. It seems to me like you're really struggling with this whole control/lack of control thing. And I can understand where you're coming from. The few times I've lost my command to Crittendon, I felt angry,  frustrated and lost all at once. But I also realize none of those occasions were as, uh, intense as your situation."
*clears his throat*
"Anyhow, I've put myself into a submissive position to you on purpose, sir. Feel free to do whatever you'd like to me if that'll help you sort things out in your head. I don't mind because I trust you. Besides, I think this is fair enough after I dropped such a huge bombshell on you, sir."
*blows out a breath of air*
"Please don't misunderstand me, though. I'm not implying you're a sadist or anything. I just...I wanna make sure you've got a way to work out any aggression or whatever. Now how you do that - should you choose to - is completely up to you, sir. I'm only trying to help."
*sets his coffee cup near Klink's plate*
*scootches close enough where Klink can grab him if he really wants to*
*picks up his cup again*
*gestures to the plate near Klink*
"By the way, I cut you a piece of cake. I hope that's okay, sir."
*feels humbled after speaking this way*
*but figures it's worth it if he can make things right with Klink*

[Oberst W. Klink]

I'm sorry about Crittendon *murmurs*
*his ears start burning red hot and he wishes he could just melt into the couch with shame*
*any day before today he would have paid Hogan to call him sir*
*but now it feels just wrong*
please sit on the Sofa, Robert *purposefully says Robert*
*stares deep into his cup hoping it could suck him into another dimension*
I have no desire to hurt you in any way *ashamed* I shouldn't have let my frustration get the better of me...
*fidgets with the cup then sets it on the table*
Thank you for the cake but maybe I'll better go to bed
*gets up to leave*
*but then turns back as he remembers what a wreck Hogan was just yesterday*
please don't ... get yourself worked up again, ja? *touches Hogan's shoulder in an attempt to reassure him*
I'll see you tomorrow

[Col. R. Hogan]

*watches Klink’s ears turn red while he sits on the sofa*
*almost says he doesn't care about the Crittendon thing*
*but doesn't because he knows it would be a lie and he's sick of lying to Klink*
"Don't worry about it. You had enough self control not to go any further than you did; that's what counts. I'm not mad about it."
*pats Klink’s hand*
"I didn’t think you wanted to hurt me, but there's other, more fun ways to work out agression. Maybe you might be interested in one of those. Not tonight, though. You look tired."
*smiles when Klink touches his shoulder*
"I won't. After I put this stuff in the icebox,  I'll see myself out."
*gives him a soft kiss*
"I hope you get a good night's sleep...and that you have pleasant dreams."
*heads into the kitchen*
*begins putting the food away*
*realizes Klink never answered his question*
*is quickly learning Klink seems to be good at dodging him*
*resolves to try harder to solve whatever issue Klink has since he never backs down from a challenge*
*finishes up and washes his hands*
*leaves Klink’s quarters*

-The next evening-

*has told his men he never got around to playing chess because he and Klink got into a philosophical debate instead*
*but assures them he plans on bringing home a sweeping victory tonight*
*has spent all day pondering what's got so Klink so upset that he keeps dodging questions*
*has a hunch or two he wants to explore*
*heads over to the Kommandantur right as the workday ends*
*pokes his head through Klink’s open door*
"Hey, how are you doing today?"
*starts to enter the room*
*stops after realizing that'd be rude to do so without being invited*
*looks sheepish as he backs up and knocks on the doorframe*
"Uh...can I come in?"

[Oberst W. Klink]

*looks up from his desk which is covered in paper*
*looks slightly exhausted and unhappy*
*he's very behind on the paperwork since he didn't get around to do much during the past days*
Yes, come in.
Since you're officially the .... *stops himself cold when he remembers that his office is tapped*
*had planned to say that since Hogan now officially has command of the camp he should take some of the paperwork as well*
*but he doesn't know how much of his conversations is listened to and Hogan said, that his men didn't know that Klink knew*
*gestures towards the guest chair*
What is it?

[Col. R. Hogan]

*enters the room*
*gives Klink a salute*
"I wanted to talk to you some more, Kommandant. I really enjoyed our philosophical debate last night. I was also wondering if we were still on for those games of chess tonight in your quarters. I can't let this losing streak I've been on stand, you know. It just wouldn't be acceptable."
*goes over to the picture of Hitler giving a speech*
*points at the microphone so Klink can see where the bug is*
*taps his ear and shrugs, indicating he doesn’t know if anyone is listening*
*walks over to the guest chair*
*sits down*
*writes a quick note*
*Note reads "I really do wanna talk to you some more. Not sure if my men are listening in or not - they usually don't unless I tell them to - but I'm still erring on the side of caution. Besides, maybe I can ease some of the stress off your shoulders; this paperwork pile is huge! Please?*
*signs it "XO, Robert"*
*hands the note to Klink*

[Oberst W. Klink]

*can't help but grin at the note*
*feels like he is in school*
the chess game, yes... *sighs looking at the papers*
*Originally wanted to say he can always make time to put Hogan in his place but then remembered how that went last night and grimaces*
not right after evening roll call, though.. I think I'll have to keep at this until at least 8...
let's say 9 then?
*wonders what Hoagn means by easing his stress but doesn't know how to ask without saying something*

[Col. R. Hogan]

beams when Klink grins*
"Sounds like a plan to me. Guess I'll see you then...and uh, make sure you bring your A game. I look forward to seeing what moves you'll use this time."
*winks*
*stands up*
*gives Klink a salute*
*blows him a kiss*
*mouths "Liebe dich"*
*wiggles his fingers in a goodbye wave*

[Oberst W. Klink]

*sinks into his chair when Hogan tells him to bring his A-game as he is terribly ashamed of his last "moves"*
*but he quickly is distracted by Hogan mouthing I love you*
*stares after Hogan wondering what he got himself into*
*and where all this is gonna lead*


- 21:00 Klink's quarters -

*has stoked the fire a bit too much today and takes off his jacket*
*maybe being nervous is also a part of why he is too warm*
*has brought out yesterdays wine bottle again since they barely touched it yesterday and it would be a shame to let it go to waste*

[Col. R. Hogan]

*walks toward Klink’s quarters with a spring in his step*
*is hoping he can resolve whatever issue Klink has*
*looks forward to seeing him again*
*is grinning like an idiot by the time he knocks on the door*
"It’s me, Colonel Hogan. Can I come in?"

[Oberst W. Klink]

*since he's been restless anyway he goes and opens the door for Hogan*
Come in wir ham ja geheizt, nichar
*has to smile, too when he sees how happy Hogan looks*
*steps aside to let him through and closes the door behind him*
take a seat

[Col. R. Hogan]

"Thanks."
*heads for the sofa*
"Man, 2100 hours took waaay too long to arrive for my liking."
*sits down on it*
*looks at Klink*
"I missed you, Wilhelm. Just being around you makes me happy."
*it finally registers in his head that Klink is basically half-naked*
*eyes darken a bit from lust*
"I just got a whole lot happier now, though. Wow. That is a great view!"

[Oberst W. Klink]

*still gets flustered every time Hogan showers him with compliments or speaks about his feelings*
*goes over to the couch and takes the bottle*
*is confused about what great view Hogan is talking about but just ignores it like most times Hogan says something he doesn't get*
care for some wine? it had the chance to breath a little by now...

[Col. R. Hogan]

"Yes please. Danke."
*swallows hard*
*admires how Klink’s lanky form shows his muscles very well while he pours the wine*
*not that he has a lot of them because he has a desk job, but what's he's got is nice*
*wants to trace the dueling scar on Klink’s side with his tongue*
*and taste a few other things*
*those thoughts cause his breathing to speed up*
*feels very warm all of a sudden*
*nearly says "Is it hot in here, or is it just you?" but doesn't because that sounds cheesy*
*desperately wants to show Klink he's loved*
*and punch out every single person that's called him ugly*
*and made him feel like he's worthless*
*makes a mental note to consider how he's gonna do that later on*
*keeps staring at Klink*
*doesn't stop staring while he removes his bomber jacket and crush cap*
*showing he's shirtless underneath it*
*eyes become hooded*
"You really don't realize how sexy you are, huh? Or have any idea what you do to me?"
*involunarily whimpers*
*uses his hands to frame the (very noticeable) issue he's having*
"Fuck..."